what I want

還記得今年的新年新希望？「學習善待我喜歡的或喜歡我的人，不要讓人受傷害。希望我為我的家人與朋友帶來的，是更多的開心。」

半年過去了，有沒有人因我而傷心？我相信是有的。

然而，怎樣會「受傷」？怎樣才算「開心」？又什麼是「愛」？我想我和別人沒有不一樣。

People can't love each other, that's because we have too many problems ourselves to love.

So...

「善良的人很難找嗎？」I really don't know now.

「別想擺脫孤軍奮戰。」How cruel a sentence for who loves you, but I agree.

「有責任要去想到自己的作為是否會傷害另一半，這是相處的基本。」That's right, but not to everyone I think.

I still try not to hurt people so hard, but why I'm hurt so easily?

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「Why I write in English? Because I'm shamed?」 No, no, no, just I want.